06-09-2020 So, I’m a Twin Flame Tarot Reader. Okay…

My first TF reading spread. She said I was right on target.

***DM thoughts in BOLD type***

So yeah, this shit is real. Tarot reading for me, I mean. I can actually DO this.

You knew it was.

No, no I didn’t. And nobody asked you.

I’m just

saying…I know, I know.

You don’t need to blow me a rassberry, Christina.

You can’t prove I did.

I know what you’re thinking.

Crap. I forget that once in a while.

What the hell was I doing?

You were going to write about your readings.

Thanks. Now go away.

Gone. But, not really.

So, I started offering free twin flame readings

STOP IT! I’m serious. I’m trying to concentrate.

(Song that just popped on our playlist while writing this: ‘Rock You Like a Hurricane’ by Scorpions.) https://genius.com/Scorpions-rock-you-like-a-hurricane-lyrics

You are doing this on purpose.

I’m horny.

I can tell. But again, this is not the place nor the time.

Then where and when?

How old are you again? 15? Because, that is the energy I am feeling from you right now.

You are laughing. And yes. I’m 15 right now.

It’s the weed. It brings this out big time.

READINGS.

I am happy you are horny and happy right now, but I need focus time now and I am about ready to switch to a different playlist if you cannot maintain your sexual energy while I am trying to work.

You do it to me.

What?! I do not!

Yes, you do. You just don’t know you do.

When?

That first time when I was at work. You remember.

Oh, the ‘under the desk’ fantasy?

Yes.

Oh okay, fine. May I please have some non-horny energy right now from you so I can write today’s blog post? We can catch up later.

This is too weird.

I know. Just go with it. I gave up trying to figure all this shit out. At least we are not the only people this is happening to. Tons of us have been waking up in the last few years and think they are as crazy as we are.

I’m not crazy.

Me neither and neither are they. Other twin flames out there reading this, I mean. We chose this before we were born, from what I understand.

I feel like Neo from The Matrix sometimes.

I’ll behave. Write what you were thinking just now.

So, recently I stated I was offering a free tarot reading to any twin flames out there who asked for one. I figure I need the practice and the more I do, the more confidence I will gain.

(Song playing: ‘Run To You’ by Bryan Adams) https://genius.com/Bryan-adams-run-to-you-lyrics

This is our anthem.

I know. 🙂

What was I saying? I can’t concentrate.

You were going to type my name just then.

I caught myself. I would have just backspaced it out. I wouldn’t post it.

Do you know how often I heard this song when I was in Hermosa after meeting you? Crazy fucking coincidence?

I have no idea. 🙂

You have powers.

So, do you. Now, write.

(Song playing: ‘Mama, I’m Coming Home’ by Ozzy Osbourne) https://genius.com/Ozzy-osbourne-mama-im-coming-home-lyrics

I realized I seem the channel pretty much the same DM energy for a certain collective of twin flames. All the readings I’ve done so far all seem to have the same things going on, with a small difference in the type of third party energy they got.

The cards just come out and while they are not always the exact same cards, the energy from the ones that do, is always very similar to the other readings.

In a nutshell, this is what I channel from the DM energy:

They miss their DF’s a SHIT TON.

They are influenced by their peers and family and not in a good way.

They feel guilty for not expressing their true feelings.

The ones that did express their true feelings ran and they feel guilty for that.

Separation is killing them on the inside.

They need time away from their DF’s right now to heal.

Some either have or are getting ready to end the ‘no-contact’ part of their physical separation.

Now, these are all energies I have been channeling for the last month. There are some others, but they seem to have been tailored for the particular TF I was pulling cards for.

Those are the energies that always seem to be a part of their readings, though. There have been no real energy shifts and if anything, the silence is helping both the DF’s and DM’s, whether the DF’s realize it or not.

(Song playing: ‘Do I Wanna Know?’ by Artic Monkeys) https://genius.com/albums/Arctic-monkeys/Do-i-wanna-know-single

I feel the frustration when reading their emails to me. It reminds me of what I went through when I couldn’t figure out just what the heck was going on. The reading I did this morning for a sweet DF waiting patiently throughout the weekend for hers, I started crying right before pulling the cards and I remember feeling they were good tears. I, for some reason, felt happy for this particular DF for whom I was doing the reading even before pulling the cards.

After, I blew my nose, I continued with her reading. Wouldn’t you know the card I pulled for her for the overall energy the the reading was that she was being protected by her DM, her angels, The Universe. It felt so comforting. I kinda wish I could record that feeling and give it to her so she can feel what I felt when her cards were pulled and spread out on the table.

It’s a trippy and amazing feeling all at once to know you can suddenly do this. Especially to know you can help others not go insane.

That’s really all this is. Twin Flame tarot, I mean. They are not to use to guide your life. It’s to help us understand the jyst of it, maybe. To know what we are feeling and thinking is not far off base because it’s supposed to happen. It’s like another, “See? You’re not crazy. Now, go learn some more about the stuff you are experiencing to understand why and what you are supposed to do with it.”

I need to get out of here. They are closing up shop and I need to pick up Oreo from the vet in an hour, so I am going to post this to get it up. But, I’ll leave you with a fun question I just answered on Quora, totally unrelated and off topic. Laters twin flames.