09-05-2021 Dark Night Of The Soul Thoughts between a DM and his DF. (A twist at the end.)

***DM THOUGHTS IN BOLD TYPE*** ***REMEMBER, WE HAVE HAD NO CONTACT IN OVER THREE YEARS*** Ever been through the dreaded Dark Night of the Soul? At least twice, I have gone through it. It is like a combination of the worst depression and Premenstrual Syndrome together all in the span of a few days. It...

08-29-2021 Is it some sort of prerequisite to be assigned a narcissist or two if you are a twin flame or something?

***DM THOUGHTS IN BOLD*** The phrases I heard the most with Mom growing up over the years were, and still are: "You are being dramatic." -This was when I was crying about something. "Why are you upset? It's stupid to be upset about that." "You are too sensitive." - Again, when I was upset or...

08-29-2021 Last night, it hit me. HARD. I would rather be with Chris than with Kieran.

Three nights ago, I had a dream about Kieran. Mom was in it, too. Weird, right? The dream is split up into a few parts. The first part is Mom and I walking into a bar and doing some shots. She is wearing sunglasses. In the dream, my cell phone rings and it is Kieran....

07-24-2021 Some blogging break…here I am again.

***DM THOUGHTS IN BOLD*** Go ahead and say it. What? You know what. I was not going to say one word about the fact you only stopped blogging for, what, one week? Wise ass. The coffee shop is back open, the Capitol Bar is open...why not go back to what I was doing? (Song playing:...

03-19-2021 I think I just found a new tarot reader I could REALLY resonate with.

***DM THOUGHTS IN BOLD*** Honestly, I never even watched his video. I probably shouldn't. I mean, so long as I don't feel guided to watch, I don't watch, right? Fine, I'll watch. But, I want to be in the bathtub first. With a full load of bubbles covering every part of my body but my...