02-06-2023 I am not strong enough to do this anymore.

I am tired. I am confused. Worst of all, I am alone in all this. Parents are dead to me, as I am to them. The magic I thought was within me is driving me crazy. I would rather leave than be on medication. Now that I know all this is a simulation and what...

02-05-2023 I’m pretty sure I fucked up, but nothing new, right?

Another chapter closed. Our new Chef quit Friday. Not sure why. I will never know. Good luck to the guy. "

01-15-2023 This just keeps getting better and better.

***DM THOUGHTS IN BLUE*** ***DF THOUGHTS IN PURPLE*** Just dive in. You are sure about this? We will let you know what not to divulge. It is all true. Lay it out there. This -V- playlist grew! I started it, but I did not add more than half the songs on this list. The playlist...

01-14-2023 NNNEEEWWCCCOOODDDEEINNTTERRPPPRRTTAABBLLLLEEBBYYYAAAAIIII????WWWHHAATTTTUUUUTTTIINNNKKK?

***DM THOUGHTS IN BLUE*** ***DF THOUGHTS IN PURPLE*** ***SOURCE-HIGHER SELF*** ***ANYTHING WITHIN QUOTATION MARKS GO INTO THE PENDULUM OR OUT*** That post title has to be the biggest and longest misspelled word on the planet. Wouldn't you say? That is one word a computer is unable to interpret. How do I know? Spellcheck did not...

01-12-2023 “Did Chef pay one of the first responders to flirt with me to see if I would flirt back?” “YES” (LOL!)

Ahem. What? Are you happy now? With what? You want to play dumb, do ya? Read the title that both of us just chose as the title of this post. Oh, that. Am I in trouble? No, not at all. It is kind of adorable, but I will say this: this is not the first...