It is Saturday morning and I am being a lazy ass. I was supposed to post this days ago and I am officially out of excuses.
A short rant before I start my Quora stuff.
I stopped watching twin flame videos on manifesting union months ago. As soon as I saw so many twin flames posting packages of their videos of them just talking into a video camera about breathing and thinking and learning your life lessons and then promoting a similar package with the name ‘Manifest Union!’ for $100.
You may be thinking, “Well, it takes time to make those videos. It’s okay for people to want to be paid for their time.”
I would agree with you.
What I do not care for are the people taking advantage of newly awakened twin flames who are still learning what their journey is about and who believe it’s all about getting together with their twin flame. So, pay me and I’ll help you MANIFEST them! Are you shitting me?
There are some well respected tarot readers who do free readings regularly on their YouTube channel and offer private readings for donations. That donation can be $1 or it can be $50. The reading is still the same length of time. I have seen some that advertise this:
This particular reader I started watching at the very beginning of my awakening almost a year ago. I did not watch every day, but her tag lines in her videos are what grabbed me and she was pretty accurate.
She has grown an audience and I stopped watching her and unsubscribed when I saw two things:
- Her price list you see above appeared.
- Her tag lines for her videos are pretty much the same.
She’s good. Those tag lines are what we all want to see at the beginning. We feel like if we were guided to click that video, we were just MEANT to see it! My DM is walking away from his karmic?! Whaaaat?? Happy face emoji, hug emoji, etc.
Then months later when you are still wondering why your twin hasn’t contacted you, you go back to the reader and see the cards are the same. What does that mean? Stagnant. When you see the same cards pulled, it’s because Spirit is letting you know you are obviously not getting it the first time, so here are the same cards/messages AGAIN. It’s going to be the same after you spend that $100 to ‘Hit The G.Y.M.’, that stands for Get Your Masculine. Yes, I’m serious. I stopped watching that DF reader over a year ago and after only 4 or 5 readings.
Not only that, there are more than one wave of twin flames out there going through many different stages of awakening right now. Some twin flames have long been working on mission first by themselves, and then ultimately with their twin in Union. It most cases, it’s not even a romantic relationship. So long as you are completing mission together, that’s all that matters.
Plus, by that point, I found out I was a reader and I just started pulling my own cards if I am guided to pull cards and post my reading on my Instagram feed. Why do I need to watch other readers when the cards I pull are the same that they pull?
I understand mission is different for everybody and I understand that this particular person may have been in a situation where she was struggling and this gift she has to help other twin flames is her reward from The Universe. I mean, come on…This reader is making bank. I just thought I would feel better about taking all that money from twin flames who only want help and guidance and I can’t bring myself to do it. How can they?
Mission, mission, mission. Twin Flame Mission. Mine is to write. Tarot, I’m told, is my side hustle. I figured out I would offer free readings until I see how it affects me emotionally and how much of my time it takes away from writing. Then, I would offer readings by donation only. If you don’t have the cash to give, don’t give it. I certainly didn’t have the money for all that shit and I needed to learn it. I want to be there for the twin flames out there who just want some help and guidance, but can’t spare the extra expense.
And mic drop. I am done with that rant for now.
Now this…this is my twin flame mission. This is my way of helping other twin flames going through their awakening, but without all the romanticized and enchanted bullshit. I let people know that NO, they are not crazy, obsessed, BIPOLAR OR WORSE, etc. This is really going on in the world and we are lucky enough to be going through it. ‘It’ being the best metamorphosis of yourself you will probably ever experience in your life. The best version of YOU you could ever be. I don’t know about you, but that is something I have wanted all my life. I am almost there. I have a little bit of ego to shed still. 🙂
Every one of those amazing people listed above are people I received guidance from through reading their answers to questions twin flames ask during all periods of their awakening. There are a few more, too, well respected coaches answering questions on Quora.
Damn…there is is again:
I just watched one of the scenes from the movie ‘Magic Mike XXL’ and got totally distracted. Channing Tatum is sexy AS FUCK.
Anyhoo, what the hell was I going to write about?
Oh yeah. Quora.
I started getting my guidance from other twin flames out there mostly on the Quora app. I was running into lots of other people who were and still are experiencing the same symptoms of awakening as I. I had no idea where to start, so I just started asking questions like this:
Here was one of the answers posted:
That is where I began. This was after I started Googling the numbers I was seeing over and over and over again. One sign or sync just led to another. I started to connect the dots. First, I had to convince myself I was not crazy.
That was hard.
Everything in me told me I was nuts, paranoid and some over-obsessed stalker.
(Just wanted to add that snip. I see it tons lately.)
It made me feel a lot better to know I was not the only one out there experiencing these awakening symptoms. But, what I wanted to know was what exactly I was waking up to.
Why me? Why did I feel like Truman in the movie ‘The Truman Show’? This whole thing feels like a movie. It can’t be happening. Can it?
Bipolar Disorder my ass. Weird how my Bipolar Disorder suddenly disappeared after I left the dreaded Ex, his meth and felt better about myself.
I don’t just answer questions about twin flames, by the way:
On that note, I need to go pick up Adonnis from work. He is going to help me smudge my house with some sage.
Laters y’all. Back soon.