Oh, I can assure you she is experiencing them, too. It’s recognizing why there are being thrown at her that is probably what is going on. She could be in a few different ‘places’ with regard to the signs.
A. She sees the synchronicities and doesn’t think it means anything out of the ordinary to keep seeing them repeatedly and over and over and over and over again. She may even think to herself, “Huh, that’s weird.” But, doesn’t take the extra step to think to herself, “I wonder why I keep seeing that number everywhere?” and doesn’t run to Google and Quora like the rest of us.
B. She sees the synchronicities and says to herself,” Um, okay that’s fricken weird. It’s like the Universe is trying to tell me something. Naw, that’s crazy,” and she goes about the rest of her day in that sweet bliss that ignorance gives her.
C. She sees and recognizes the signs and even hears you in her head, but thinks,” NO WAY could THIS be happening to ME. I don’t deserve such an AWESOME and AMAZING thing to be happening to me. I MUST be crazy.”
Yup, I’m pretty sure it’s one of those.
Hell, I went through A, B AND C. And I went through them in that order. I believe my DM went through them in the same order as well. Now that he is fully awakened, it’s a much less stressful. I don’t worry anymore about the ‘what ifs’. What if he doesn’t feel the same way I feel about him? What if I am the one who is just obsessed over this drop dead gorgeous and amazing guy? What if I am really just a stalking Bipolar case?
It feels good to finally understand and be confident in the connection and know he does feel the same way, wants the same things, is also doing his work to be the best version of himself he can be the way I working on becoming the best version of myself I can be.
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